Working Against Me

Last night my ability to wake myself up from a dream worked against me. This is actually the first time it has done that. In the past if I was having a shitty dream I could just wake myself from it. Last night I was having a great dream that I really wanted to be true. If I was dead this is what I would have wanted to be my afterlife. So to test if I was actually dreaming or not I tried waking myself up. The bad news is it was a dream :( I should have just realized that since I was smoking it should have been a dream. Than I could have lived it for a bit longer. Damn me and my brain!